Life..
Late 2023 I found what life means to me. I always captured great moments with people that i've encountered everyday, from waking up in the morning commuting to work and mingle. sometimes noticing peoples faces you would see in them how excited, fearful and exhausted they are. I want to know them, wanting to know what is everyday struggles do they have? pain through pains. As an adult myself i realize we are just human beings every points in our life is a BIG LESSON we endured.
4 months past is not easy. I faces battles, my anxiety and depression towards people. I was betrayed and yet i'm still with them. I asked GOD for guidance and love, i cried every time for those people who is continuously lying to me. when will i feel the right love from them and for the certain person? i'm tired!.
Thankfully I found an outlet to let those uneasy things and experiences that i have to let go. I started to take care of myself, move my feet and meet people. the smile i had before came back, the courage and self esteem is now over flowing. I begin to have a motto (HAHAHA) "STAY IF YOU WANT, WALK AWAY IF YOU WANT" so that suffering wont hit me again.
I met krishna in Palawan, she became a resident there in SABANG. We had a small talk about what life means. she told me find your PEACE in your HEART so that you can continuously move forward. if people hurt you it's OK but never give them credits on what/who you are now. It is YOU and will always BE YOU! even if its your family, friend or lover that hurts you just always find your PEACE.
Now, Im thinking of traveling alone again. where? somewhere that i can find PEACE in my MIND and HEART. (booking ticket 5/6/23 HAHAHA)
---- Jaja
"its never too late to be what you might have been"
